I still have a secret(open)

[Serenity Jade Summers]

Serenity had told her mother most of her secrets but one was still hidden and that was her drinking. She didn't get drunk all the time but she did have a few when she did. She smiled when she walked into the club, her eyes looking around for someone she knew, even if it was one of the cheer leaders, yet there was no one. Serenity held up the bottle to her lips, taking a drink. People thought it was water but it was actually vodka within the bottle. Yes, she still had a secret.

[Meadow Rosenberg]

Meadow entered Dark Breeze, knowing that Serenity would be there, as she was always there. She saw her and walked up to her. "Hey."

[Serenity Jade Summers]

Serenity heard a voice and smiled as she saw who it was. "Hey Meadow." She took another sip of her drink, wondering where Lance was. She missed him and felt bad for treating him the way she did. Needless to say, she had a lot of explaining to do. And hopefully he would understand and stay with her. Because in her heart, she loved him and didn't want to lose him.

[Roxie Amber Wood]

"So whats up?" She noticed the bottle was full of vodka, and knocked it to the ground. "S?"

[Serenity Jade Summers]

"Well I was drinking that." Serenity said in half annoyance as her bottle was knocked to the ground. "Mostly looking for Lance. What about you?" Serenity asked, turning and looking at Meadow. She couldn't help being a little bit snippy, she was on withdrawals and it was making her cranky.

[Roxie Amber Wood]

"Drinking? That?" Meadow asked with confusion.

[Serenity Jade Summers]

"Yes, the vodka in the bottle." She rolled her eyes, the withdrawals were getting to her. "Did you come over just to spill my drink?" She asked sighing softly to herself. It would get hard before it got better, she just hoped she could explain it all when the time came.

[Roxie Amber Wood]

"Why are you drinking vodka? You're underage."

[Serenity Jade Summers]

"So? Who cares." Serenity closed her eyes, taking a few deep breathes. Everything was spinning and she knew that her body craved the drugs, yet she tried not to think about it. She would get through this, she knew it. "Don't come and start hassling me okay? I've had enough to deal with."

[Roxie Amber Wood]

"I know..it's just..S, you know you can tell me anything right?"

[Serenity Jade Summers]

You can tell me anything, Normally she would say yes to those words, but she was messed up, and didn't want to promise that yes she would when she would break it. "I would say yes but I'd be lying. It's not like I don't trust you, it's just I'm really messed up right now and I don't want to hurt anyone."

[Roxie Amber Wood]

"You won't hurt me, I know it."

[Serenity Jade Summers]

"You don't know that." Serenity replied. "People think they know me but they don't." Serenity sometimes wished she could be more honest, but she was scared, terribly scared. And she wasn't going to take any chances. Not just yet.

[Roxie Amber Wood]

"Serenity, I know you. Better than anyone."

[Serenity Jade Summers]

"You don't know the half of what I get up to, what I've done." Serenity paused. "People ask if I'm okay and I lie, everytime they ask how I'm doing, I lie. And theres a reason, god there is always a reason." Serenity shook her head softly.